delisub:

Can anyone reccomend some genderfucking (fat)shion blogs? 

After years of being ignored and invisiblized as a femme-presenting genderqueer, I “came out” as a genderqueer transguy and demanded male pronouns.  Resisting years of feeling invisible as a boy and as a genderqueer, I presented pretty plainly for a while.  Pretty much a variation of the same skate t-shirt and jeans and a crew cut every day.  In the new town I moved to, I finally started to be recognized as a trans person and people actually used the pronouns I asked for.

Later I starting having what I like to call “gender meltdowns” all the time, feeling like I couldn’t indulge in my femme side and my dramatic femme body without being erased again.  I still have lots of concerns about how I present myself, since I have to make choices every day about whether I’m going to do things (like wearing a binder) that damage my body, or whether I’m going to resign myself to being invisible or mis-seen. 

I am finally happy and comfortable incorporating my femme-ness into my transboy presentation, though I still struggle with being illegible to many people.  After nearly a decade of struggling with eating disorders and body image, I am finally genuinely in love with my fat body.  Unhealthy eating patterns continue to be a challenge, but I’m beginning to fall in love with food too.  I’m learning to cook big delicious meals for my boo and I :)

So, moral of the story?  Now my genderfucking, genderqueer, fat-ass femme/boy self is looking for some inspiration!  I love creative bowties, dandywear, hot red dresses, intricate tights, heels, boots, GLITTTTER, etc. Point me in the right direction?

thanks y’all!

-deli.sub

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